I am a soul returning close to the single authentic source threading the path of mysticism in the occurrence of a combined peace, joy, compassion or love. My agony between competing forces of light and dark, and positive marked division between the material kingdom, the administration of evil forces, and the higher spiritual kingdom from which it is divided. My words may seem to confuse and unclear, at the same time over-simplified and full of subtle meanings hidden from the naive.

My words are very easy to know, and easy to practice; but there is none in the world who can recognize and capable of practice them.
A dimensional fluctuation amid one construction of reality to another. I am crossed a path by sin, shame, remorse.
Repentance, awareness of lower-self attachments and dervishes giving up the thoughts and behaviors is now the necessity for reinstating unity and grace.
Mortification and dejection, defamation and allegation, abundant lives breathed, none could grasp me and in this way my voyage demands further obligation.
My ancestry and individuality is of free spirit. I question if this is a joy. The joy is of mankind shuns and Almighty embraces. That is the joy in the departure from the material release. (2009)


"Religious truth is the inner meaning of the law revealed in the heart of the Sufi by the Divine Light."

In terms of the Ultimate Reality or Truth, I have now come to reject the very basis of "manifestation" and in doing so all systems of thought and knowledge in reference to it is invalid

According to my experience there is nothing to understand about enlightenment as enlightenment is the way of enlightenment itself.

The subject of enlightenment – or anything else – did not interest me all my life ………….. My life-story can be separated into the three catastrophe parts. The first part of my life with Human experience. The second part of my life experienced a Bodily experience with a discontinuity from my human life with the ongoing bodily experience – though not absence – of thought. But I lost all connectivity with the acquired knowledge and memories, and I was made to re-learn everything, as if the slate had been wiped clean.

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Thursday, March 24, 2011

Fatal Attraction

Subsequently, eventually Mr. Right arrived alongside his white horse,
reached out to embrace you for ever , however he forgot to take off
his wedding ring first? Don't you just hate it when that happens? So
why haven't you two galloped off into the twilight yet? Well, I think
we all know why, or at least it would be easy to guess. When will one
ever learn....... TODAY? That's true, I'm proceeding to end all of
your perplexity and suffering right now.

Are you loaded in your pouch, or a lot? It doesn't matter either way
because when he met you. He wasn't looking for monetary stability. He
finds that at home. you're a cheap thrill, and that's the sad truth.
So please be smart and don't think that you can buy his heart, it's
already paid for, and you are not the one holding the receipt!

The Mrs. Right/ The Crazy one Arrival;.............Are you Crazy by
any chance here ??????  Perhaps, and if your not now, you will be
before this wild-n-crazy roller coaster lets you off, but one thing's
for sure-SHE ISN'T. That's true she, the Mrs. Right is not, psychotic,
commanding, insane, bonkers or lunatic. This may sound specific but
Mrs. Right is none of those things! A married man knows that by
telling you his wife has Serious problems you'll be more likely to
think that he is entirely in the right for cheating. Apart from that
who wouldn't cheat on a crazy woman? He is also sharp enough to know
that we as women, bend to be on the super supportive side, and we want
to help anyone we can. So before you tie on your wrap and fly in order
to rescue the man recognize, if he desired to be saved, he'd get a
divorce.

I am much more prettier than Mrs. Right.........Indeed you are the
most beautiful one of all-but who cares! You can be taller, skinnier,
or prettier. The reality is he isn't  taking that into notice when
trying to decide if he should leave her as in any case, he isn't
considering in the first place. You may have seen a snapshot of her
and sized her up, or even threw up after taking one look at her. It
all means zilch! Even if the concept of him fondling her THAT  night,
makes you want to sleep with him out of unadulterated sympathy, PLEASE
DON'T AS YOU ARE A FOOL ! Think back, to a guy, it all looks good with
his eye's shut and obviously Lord Nice has one hell of a FANTASY. Thus
you experience the rest. If they have kids together you can definitely
forget it. He has three families now; his direct family, her family
and the family they made. No man is going to let down that many
persons for pretty you. So go forward tear down the striker barrier,
they'll reinstate again. Since you're nothing more than a passing
ornate, overtake on him, because no matter how much of a home wrecker
you are, you are entitled to a family of your own.

You swallow the crumbs because you keep hoping that if you stick with
him long enough that he will finally love you more than his wife and
leave her for you. What I see is that you aren't facing reality. You
are simply throwing a tantrum. You are stamping your feet, holding
your breath until you're dejected, and not giving up, even if it kills
you. You want what you want, and you aren't listening to what he's
telling you--that he is never going to leave his wife.

It hurts emotionally to have sex with a man you love, if the
commitment and emotional love aren't there from him. Women NEED that
emotional love and assurance ...especially when in a relationship.
That is just the way women are made up if they haven't unconditionally
paralysed their own senses. It is especially true when you are dating
a married man. The addiction to a married man is amazingly powerful.
well they say the only way to find out if a married man is going to
leave his wife is to break up with him and if he loves you enough then
he will leave her ,but if he does not it only means he had no
intentions ever of leaving his wife and was just having some fun. When
the time to confront arrives you are a NOBODY.....

When you decide to get out of the Ballgame do not forget to halt him
by the dry cleaners on your way home because that's exactly where he's
going if he gets a divorce! It's cheaper to Retain-her and so, he
will.   Send him back home pack in', you're not going to number a
single run in this match, because no one's on your side. It's a sad
fact that when two people take a vow of marriage one may be more
committed than the other at some point, although one spouse looks for
flaws in the marriage and finds an easy way out.......  So don't fall
for his plays, let him go home and perform by himself.

He CAN leave his wife, but chooses not to. If all he arrives up with
is a daft reason then he's not great at lying either. Hesitating,
uncertain, I think he is just gaping for something on the side that
will never require commitment. He's not wavering, since he has not
chosen to do so. . . . He's just waiting for you to give in with his
smooth lines.

There are many things in life whom we want, but can't have. He's one
of them. The reality is that you will never heal up to the time of you
giving up. He is never going to give you the love that you crave. Each
time you take up in fairy yarns, hoping that he's going to dump her
and prefer you. You need to become very strong with yourself.
Recognise that your wish origins from the little girl inside yourself.
Tell the little girl that she is never going to get what she wants
from him. Then tell her she has an option: either embrace the
fragments forever and give up wishing for more or move on.

You are very likely not the first, and certainly won't be the last. So
don't ruin any more time on this non-achiever! He probably says 'I
love you' in the reflection every morning. There is a man out there
who will truly love, esteem and nurture you. Go and look for him.
GOODLUCK

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