I am a soul returning close to the single authentic source threading the path of mysticism in the occurrence of a combined peace, joy, compassion or love. My agony between competing forces of light and dark, and positive marked division between the material kingdom, the administration of evil forces, and the higher spiritual kingdom from which it is divided. My words may seem to confuse and unclear, at the same time over-simplified and full of subtle meanings hidden from the naive.

My words are very easy to know, and easy to practice; but there is none in the world who can recognize and capable of practice them.
A dimensional fluctuation amid one construction of reality to another. I am crossed a path by sin, shame, remorse.
Repentance, awareness of lower-self attachments and dervishes giving up the thoughts and behaviors is now the necessity for reinstating unity and grace.
Mortification and dejection, defamation and allegation, abundant lives breathed, none could grasp me and in this way my voyage demands further obligation.
My ancestry and individuality is of free spirit. I question if this is a joy. The joy is of mankind shuns and Almighty embraces. That is the joy in the departure from the material release. (2009)


"Religious truth is the inner meaning of the law revealed in the heart of the Sufi by the Divine Light."

In terms of the Ultimate Reality or Truth, I have now come to reject the very basis of "manifestation" and in doing so all systems of thought and knowledge in reference to it is invalid

According to my experience there is nothing to understand about enlightenment as enlightenment is the way of enlightenment itself.

The subject of enlightenment – or anything else – did not interest me all my life ………….. My life-story can be separated into the three catastrophe parts. The first part of my life with Human experience. The second part of my life experienced a Bodily experience with a discontinuity from my human life with the ongoing bodily experience – though not absence – of thought. But I lost all connectivity with the acquired knowledge and memories, and I was made to re-learn everything, as if the slate had been wiped clean.

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Saturday, November 14, 2009

The Final Defeat or Victory

Dear Friends..

There comes a time in Life where most or rather our live no more belongs to us. Our decisions are not considered. Its all the Order from the Power which cannot be defied. You think you are unique and chosen but along the journey you realize you are not as blessed or probably immensely blessed or loved by the Divine.. Therefore one of the most blessed soul where Divine Orders Rule ones Life..

Is this as wonderful as we imagine it to be ?? Its happiness and a mixed feeling of Sorrow.. You walk a journey with pain at every break to encounter another new pain.. This again learning. !! Then the major point in the journey where its a new journey which is full of promises..Happiness, Abundance and Fulfillment.. Again one goes thru another harsh Reality.. The Realization of your life is no more in your control.. Your every breath on Earth is by Order... Acceptance is another hard factor here.. A transition which again is beautiful from the exterior but the inside is further crushed with bruise and unhealed wounds of the lashing the heart goes thru in this process.. The Wound is yet to be healed.. You follow Orders and soon realize that the Divine Orders have gradually become ones way of life.. Your freedom curbed.. Your decision never yours.. Your choice is never asked.. or Your heart is bled every moment yet not healed.. Your heart is is stabbed every moment by Divine Orders Which simply has no escape.. The garden of Roses promised is a garden of thorns.. You are  the Princess yet one wonders Is this all a dream !

Is there any way to escape .. You weep every moment but the pain is gain to many here.. But there is no gain for the One who is the closest to the Divine.. You are for all and none are for you..!! Your grief is always shadowed by a huge smile.. You take away every pain of another yet the Divine gives you pain and deeper pain.. At a point one feels there cannot be greater pain than the one now but again we see that every day the pain is given and given.. There is no support rather one lives life giving to all and towards the end your plate is empty with nothing left for you. All grains given and you continue Acceptance once again.. With the emptiness from within.. Tears are your constant companion... There is a lot of Light but the Light is not for you but you are walking towards the Light for many others.. Your all thoughts blank.. as Life is Meaningful Yet Meaningless... Your first journey a series of Learning ... Your second journey in the Divine World is the Final Defeat... or the Victory...or the Wait for the Final Verdict which can cease your existence or the non existence.. in the conscious or the sub conscious World. Its Death Once.. Twice .. Thrice... Now its the Final Silence..    

Warm Regards

Fawzia Begum Gul Shah

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