I am a soul returning close to the single authentic source threading the path of mysticism in the occurrence of a combined peace, joy, compassion or love. My agony between competing forces of light and dark, and positive marked division between the material kingdom, the administration of evil forces, and the higher spiritual kingdom from which it is divided. My words may seem to confuse and unclear, at the same time over-simplified and full of subtle meanings hidden from the naive.

My words are very easy to know, and easy to practice; but there is none in the world who can recognize and capable of practice them.
A dimensional fluctuation amid one construction of reality to another. I am crossed a path by sin, shame, remorse.
Repentance, awareness of lower-self attachments and dervishes giving up the thoughts and behaviors is now the necessity for reinstating unity and grace.
Mortification and dejection, defamation and allegation, abundant lives breathed, none could grasp me and in this way my voyage demands further obligation.
My ancestry and individuality is of free spirit. I question if this is a joy. The joy is of mankind shuns and Almighty embraces. That is the joy in the departure from the material release. (2009)


"Religious truth is the inner meaning of the law revealed in the heart of the Sufi by the Divine Light."

In terms of the Ultimate Reality or Truth, I have now come to reject the very basis of "manifestation" and in doing so all systems of thought and knowledge in reference to it is invalid

According to my experience there is nothing to understand about enlightenment as enlightenment is the way of enlightenment itself.

The subject of enlightenment – or anything else – did not interest me all my life ………….. My life-story can be separated into the three catastrophe parts. The first part of my life with Human experience. The second part of my life experienced a Bodily experience with a discontinuity from my human life with the ongoing bodily experience – though not absence – of thought. But I lost all connectivity with the acquired knowledge and memories, and I was made to re-learn everything, as if the slate had been wiped clean.

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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Who is God ?

As I was reading the varied comments on my note on black magic (
http://www.facebook.com/gulshafawzia?v=app_2347471856) it inspired me to write another note towards another subject.


First my gratitude to Shahzad Bhai, Thanks for the intellect comment of " lack privacy, politeness and Love" . Fawad Bhai Kindly know that I am in no way offending you neither teaching any. I am grateful and also thank You for your interest in the note. Kindly do not take this personally.. but being a person who has always spoken my mind loud I once again would like to make my point clear on the similar...

Someone needed to tell few to stop counselling another. I suppose I have been doing it all this period and happy to see another individual rise up for the right in a precise yet polite manner.. Keep it up as that's the accurate way. It's better we stop asking second to be like different. Each one has their own individuality. and this is our identification. Where I stand today is not by being a part of any Silsila or any teacher.

Experience is been my schooling and God is been my teacher. I have been of the view that each one follows your own course towards reaching the Divine. Never be judgemental as everyone has an event of their life path, which leads them towards the varied station. When we start judging and analysing. We are withering our time and the one who we are judging has gone towards another location.

I have not followed anyone although simple basics of universal law, which applies to each of us regardless of Religion , and God has been kind and welcomed with open arms with my cracks. It's a clear sign that what mankind judge and degrade God accepts them.

Being a mystic I have a mind of my own, and if I need to alter my life in any manner it will be the will of Allah. Giving me any advice is futile as I have long back stopped taking varied ideas. I suppose I lack ritualistic knowledge. However, I can be an excellent guide to the conventional who is yet in search of enlightenment. Visions, insight and the power to heal is not given by any humane teacher rather an attribute from god. Learning varied structures is been the training of the supernatural with struggle and grief. Nothing is received in a platter.

Can one define the style of god's coaching, which is unusual from the usual? I was opted vacant with zero know how, The bad girl to many judgmental. My mum used to tell my friends " Ask her to do Namaz and read the Quran". However, I was an unworried woman as to me life was to live with my concepts. Until one fine day things altered.

This daylight I am taught the Quran, Veda to the Old Testament. I am a clairvoyant, the mastery of Tantras to the mantras to the Sura to the Sutras, , or the sacred approach of Sufi Islamic way of healing. The difference between the good and the evil. The path of the righteous in the substance and the paranormal realms. The do"s and the don't. The Devanagiri to the Celtic , Holy Scriptures and the Traditions, Spirituality to the Religion, Astrology to numerology, The mystical language of the divine to the symbolic understanding of signs. Spiritual beauty and truth of the Divine Light...

THE MYTH OR THE MIRACLE ?

The verses from the Precise to the direction towards the path.. The limits to the barrier. I am the attendant of God in his organization. My Coaching is, however, on, in God coaching style.

The white to the dark and back to the light is been my travel everyday.. warding off black magic and capture the evil is been a way of life to grace for luck. I heal all religious origin and proud of my religion too. I heal and speak to one and all according to their faith. My healing has no religion. Quran is been my navigator and Veda's is been my passage, Bible is been my reconciliation rotate.

The strong forces who are my strength in the painful path is my mother ( Religious with 5-time prayers ), Len Leaper ( Christian ) with constant support of words and courage, my friend a Hindu, who is
given her life in the service of the divine and is with me working for no money rather simply the love towards the divine.

My mother is the first disciple initiated in the school of confused thought. Angel's healing, crystal healing, reikhi to chakra healing is been an attribute. Which is the Silsila that God is been guiding in the
direction of me? The vast comprehension from all religious origin. And yet not accomplished the academic title course in Gods University.

Who is God? .And what is the Religion of God ?...............