I know everything yet I know nothing. I am tired of the test which I pass.. When will I get respite ?? I am stuck in a web for long ..the more I think its come to a end, I realize its the beginning of a new problem. I wonder if God has prisoned me for a reason which I do not know of.. When will I stop ? When will I rest ? I do not wish to be spiritual or Chosen.. I wish to live a normal life. I am tired of everything. I have none to speak.. I have none to Complaint.. I am in a prison with no way to escape. I wish to be where most of my friends are. None can help me.. Just Scrutinize my words and give me more pain.. None can understand..not even the DIVINE.
I am a soul returning close to the single authentic source threading the path of mysticism in the occurrence of a combined peace, joy, compassion or love. My agony between competing forces of light and dark, and positive marked division between the material kingdom, the administration of evil forces, and the higher spiritual kingdom from which it is divided. My words may seem to confuse and unclear, at the same time over-simplified and full of subtle meanings hidden from the naive.
My words are very easy to know, and easy to practice; but there is none in the world who can recognize and capable of practice them.
A dimensional fluctuation amid one construction of reality to another. I am crossed a path by sin, shame, remorse.
Repentance, awareness of lower-self attachments and dervishes giving up the thoughts and behaviors is now the necessity for reinstating unity and grace.
Mortification and dejection, defamation and allegation, abundant lives breathed, none could grasp me and in this way my voyage demands further obligation.
My ancestry and individuality is of free spirit. I question if this is a joy. The joy is of mankind shuns and Almighty embraces. That is the joy in the departure from the material release. (2009)
"Religious truth is the inner meaning of the law revealed in the heart of the Sufi by the Divine Light."
In terms of the Ultimate Reality or Truth, I have now come to reject the very basis of "manifestation" and in doing so all systems of thought and knowledge in reference to it is invalid
According to my experience there is nothing to understand about enlightenment as enlightenment is the way of enlightenment itself.
The subject of enlightenment – or anything else – did not interest me all my life ………….. My life-story can be separated into the three catastrophe parts. The first part of my life with Human experience. The second part of my life experienced a Bodily experience with a discontinuity from my human life with the ongoing bodily experience – though not absence – of thought. But I lost all connectivity with the acquired knowledge and memories, and I was made to re-learn everything, as if the slate had been wiped clean.
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