I am a soul returning close to the single authentic source threading the path of mysticism in the occurrence of a combined peace, joy, compassion or love. My agony between competing forces of light and dark, and positive marked division between the material kingdom, the administration of evil forces, and the higher spiritual kingdom from which it is divided. My words may seem to confuse and unclear, at the same time over-simplified and full of subtle meanings hidden from the naive.

My words are very easy to know, and easy to practice; but there is none in the world who can recognize and capable of practice them.
A dimensional fluctuation amid one construction of reality to another. I am crossed a path by sin, shame, remorse.
Repentance, awareness of lower-self attachments and dervishes giving up the thoughts and behaviors is now the necessity for reinstating unity and grace.
Mortification and dejection, defamation and allegation, abundant lives breathed, none could grasp me and in this way my voyage demands further obligation.
My ancestry and individuality is of free spirit. I question if this is a joy. The joy is of mankind shuns and Almighty embraces. That is the joy in the departure from the material release. (2009)


"Religious truth is the inner meaning of the law revealed in the heart of the Sufi by the Divine Light."

In terms of the Ultimate Reality or Truth, I have now come to reject the very basis of "manifestation" and in doing so all systems of thought and knowledge in reference to it is invalid

According to my experience there is nothing to understand about enlightenment as enlightenment is the way of enlightenment itself.

The subject of enlightenment – or anything else – did not interest me all my life ………….. My life-story can be separated into the three catastrophe parts. The first part of my life with Human experience. The second part of my life experienced a Bodily experience with a discontinuity from my human life with the ongoing bodily experience – though not absence – of thought. But I lost all connectivity with the acquired knowledge and memories, and I was made to re-learn everything, as if the slate had been wiped clean.

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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

I am In Love

My Journey began with the concept of I don’t believe in God.  These days I breathe the Divine Light. It’s as thou I have a Love story to reveal. He makes me cry, punish me however loves me unconditionally. I have reached a top where I can’t live without Him. He protects me, guides me and speaks to me all the time. I now feel I am beyond doubt in LOVE.


There was a period when I struggled between the earthy relationships and fought with the Divine to let me go as I have no curiosity to walk any path. I wished to live a ordinary life. However Now I feel as thou I am being kidnapped from all who seem to be not true and the Divine has stolen me away. Refined me, into being a mystic, understanding the mystical realm, the language, the journey. 


He taught me to Love, write, skilled me in sketching, Art, Knowledge, guidance, direction.


He swept me off my feet with HIS patience with my impatience. He Loved me thou I had Hatred and a HUGE Mountain of Complaints. He taught me the true meaning of LOVE. Indeed I have now journeyed towards a dense mystical Jungle, where Love has completely grasped my intellect.

He takes care of my basic life. He decides my every decision. He dominates me.


 I am completely in Love with Love.

 

 Gulsha Fawzia Begum
       
Kamaluddin Charitable Trust / Divine Abode ( NPO)


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